"Death's Door"

Today as usual, I woke up happy, look for the clothes I was going to put it on, I got dressed. When I prepare to leave the room, I get to look at my bed, my husband sleeping, I suddenly see, a black shadow beside him and resting on him. He gets up, looks at me and asks what's wrong? I don't respond quickly, he asks again, I replied, somewhat surprised, he just says "AH".

I leave the room, making me a thousand questions, many of them unanswered. Raised my youngest daughter, has trip today, I'm thoughtful, I make my coffee, my daughter sits at the table asks: What happens to me, I did not answer, she asks again, I jump on a "Nothing".

That black shadow, remove all my senses, I have a gap I do not know how to escape, take my daughter to school, I say, "Take care, follow the teacher, all the phrases that a mother often said when a part of you will travel. “I got on the bus, back to my house is sitting beside me Bobby, cry of fright, he very funny, but seriously says," I'm so ugly "I looked at him and gestured" In seriously."

He was there to clarify all my doubts, I made ​​my stubborn disengaged. Bobby knew that I had understood every word, but never left my side. That black shadow; had Definition everyone calls him "Death's Door"

 
I sat at the table, prayed enough, that my daughter and my husband doesn't happen anything; uncertainty kissed me; Bobby lurking, like a mouse looking for cheese, I in my unreal world of shadow that would not let me work; I had no mind to any poem; had no mind to write any script; I had no mind to continue writing books, in short! it there, close to me and me really close to him without saying anything.

 
Suddenly Bobby puts his hand on my shoulder told me to remember, what he lived at his home, revived its history very similar to mine at the time, awake, I look, and I began to mourn.

"My family is my most sacred treasure, problems with my husband's daily food, cold, in the monotony of a rainy day, without saying anything"

Bobby made ​​me think, but that shadow did not leave me in peace, knock on the door; I open; there are; very perky; SAM and DEAN.

- AH! Are you

They stare, dumbfounded, Dean goes out with his

- AH! Are we

They enter to my home; I tell Bobby

- Look who came Bobby, your IDJIT

Sam and Dean; nod in confusion

- What did you say? Ask Dean

I replied softly.

- Bobby here is your IDJIT

- Hey! Bobby is dead, says SAM

- I know, but it is not, is a ghost

The fact is that I did not know why they were in my house, OK! Damn it! The black shadow, DAH!.  The forgiveness that black shadow beside my husband would not let me alone.

What can they do? Nothing! It is my dilemma.

Recalling the episode in my title, I remember I cried, I said many times, crossing my fingers, while repeating the same litany over and over "Please don't die Bobby"  

"It was all in vain, he went on a trip, with ghostly return"

Sam and Dean come close, me nervously; them with his hands on my shoulder.

 
- What! I say

 
Sam
- The shadow can be many things, not just that we all know what it means.

 
DEAN
- That said my smart ass brother! More can be, you have over your shoulder such a burden, if not solve, the black shadow will be your best friend.

 
SAM
- And I am the smart ass, (nods)

- I don't wanna the black shadow.

Bobby
- Daughter your problems are solvable, look at me I have no solution, "I ‘ma ghost in this earth, not eat, don't drink my beer, but instead you, you have everything".

 
- Bobby's true. How to make that shadow, stay away from my mind?

 
- Take a deep breath, feel the breeze, hear the sublime voice of your children, let it all passed, you find yourself, and then you can resolve your disagreements with your husband. The black shadow is fleeting, that depends on you.

Sam and Dean, in front of them; the black shadow; walking through the house as lord and master. Bobby looks, he knows, what is? Is silent, I don’t know why. The brothers make thousand wonders, to ward off this terrible evil, but that shadow was stronger than them, Bobby could not do anything.

 
I look surprised, my heroes were useless, and the shadow strolled before them like laughing in their faces, I looked at Bobby, he very still, looking, I said; "Are you going to do something?" He just looked at me, I said looking him in the face "Idjit" he smiled saying. "I accept what you say and the shadow is yours, only you have to have the guts, to say enough is enough"

While Sam and Dean did the unspeakable, I sat on the sofa made ​​a bad tear. Bobby sits beside me, still crying, SAM and DEAN, seemed to be playing with the shadow. When ... I got up and let out one thunderous shout of "ENOUGH" The Shadow and Sam and Dean stopped. I approach the shadow without fear, and said emphatically "Depart curse of the devil, I don't want you to get close to my family, you are my gap, all my torments, the sin of my thoughts; don't owe you anything; only my contempt for what I could ever have felt; go, and never come back, no blankets me; in anything; go shadow of death, you screwed home, in this world do not fit the two of us, you go, that I will stay here"

 
Bobby with tears in his eyes, Sam and Dean could not believe, all I had said, the shadow went round and round, creating a huge buzz, we all close our ears grew louder and suddenly "BOOM" disappeared.

 
The shadow is no longer haunted me, or my family was all part of me, my problems with my husband and I made ​​them huge, I created that damn black shadow, all thought to it, negative, not valuing the positive, that was much, forgetting how much I love him. The shadow I created it, without realizing it, is gone, but the question remains ...
Is it really that black shadow vanished?

SAM and DEAN left, making a thousand questions too, if they had black shadows? Only they had the answers, Bobby stayed with me, my perfect angel.

 
I just want to ask you a question: What do you think of the black shadow? Have you had one?

 Think about it!

"Of Grave Importance"

Sitting with a cup of coffee! I felt a huge cold on my skin did not know if it was the wind coming through the window. But no, not the wind, the cold continued, the window was closed. I walked over to the couch, grab the blanket and still continued with the cold. Suddenly a picture falls to the ground, the lights flash rapidly, my heart fluttered, hyperventilated, fear gripped me.
 
Listen to a voice in the distance calling me, I closed my eyes, I thought I was hallucinating, no, it was cold, the voice became clearer.

Next to me without knowing he was very stand without a word, he looked at me as he wanting to say something, only hears his voice, and I don't hear, the more sublime phrase without feeling offended "IDJIT".

Why he was there? Not know. The house was full of ghosts, secrets unrevealed. What do I have to do with it? Nothing! I thought; idiot you have to do with. We all have our ghosts, but he was the best. It’s passive, calming, unlike any evildoer spirit. I had to reveal the cobwebs of all secrets, and talk to them! Wait a minute, me talk to the CASPER!; Offer as an intermediary to their requests. I didn't want to but duty called me.

Sam and Dean, ate breakfast, Sam on his laptop, Dean with the newspaper; perfect view. And here I am lost and wrapped up in fear. How to call? The question of the thousand chavitos!.

The house begins to shake, Bobby was shouting at me and I without being able to hear him, "You ghost, Bobby! Remember I can't hear you" The windows exploded, terrifying wind, whipping around, run to my room, in front of me a ghost, a man wearing a hat in the style  "Al Capone" and long jacket in the style the angel Castiel. I screamed! Of terror, obviously no one heard me, he extended his hand, "I asked why? Only continued with his outstretched hand, Bobby was shouting at me "Don't touch it, much less holds" and I could not hear him.  

"The house was quite a noise, seemed like the mouth of hell."

 
I turned away, I went into my room, the house was still in its destruction, and I sat on my bed, closed my eyes for a moment, I went on a trip unpleasant, I fell into the arms of Alastair, who laughed. I was ..., I let go of him and I asked "What do you want from me?" He continued with his sarcastic laugh, he replied even more sarcastically, "you don't know yet or is that you do the disengaged" "Me stay brute, with that reply” and I did not care and ran as a village whore (when the police come to arrest).
Front of me in one blow he falls and I shouted again but this time as insane, he very smiley, Bobby in my dream comes to my rescue and I could not see him, it was frustrating.

Alastair wanted me to help him that is why my house was haunted, he ordered all evil ones ghosts lurked my house. What whistle Bobby played in so evil hell? He was my angel or my executioner? I thought in a second.

 
Sam and Dean hear the news, the Impala out in a hurry; they arrive so gallant with a tiny smile. The first thing that comes from the mouth of Dean was: What the hell is going on here? Sam responds with, "The Haunted Mansion" Dean looks at him saying, "Seriously, Sam" Sam smiles answering "What?

They enter the house, all was blight; Bobby in front of them, Dean pulls out his flask and drinks a little, Sam looks perplexed, Dean sees Sam, he jokingly replied, "What!, Is to lose some of the tension "Sam nods, fluttering eyes, turns around, they walk, observe everything, Sam asks if anyone is in the house, I don't respond, I'm in my slumber; Dean asks the same question, "Is anyone here" but the silence was clear.

Suddenly the house trembles strongly; as earthquake, Sam and Dean fall to the ground: several high-pitched sounds ghosts haunt the brothers beat them heavy; Dean against the wall, Sam against the table; in front of them Alastair "Hello! Boys". Sam and Dean are incorporated, Dean with his perfect phrase "Son of a bitch". Alastair threatening them to leave the house, that what was happening there was not his concern.

 
Bobby in front of me and I trip on a journey of no return, Bobby desperate, looking for how to connect with me, but all was in vain. Bobby hyperventilate then he calms down, he remembers as a ghost can touch bottom (like seen in a movie) tries, he does, with his two hands grab me, I feel a slight pull, nothing, he slaps me; awake, but I can't see it. Hear voices coming from the living room, I walk a little, sigh surprise to see Sam and Dean beaten up, in front of them, Alastair very stationary.

"Alastair wanted me to help him find a number of reapers that roam the city escaping from him, the reapers owed ​​favors, in exchange for torturing human souls in hell. "Ruthless Man in a meat suit of a pediatrician.

Sam sees me, Alastair, also sees me, he grabs Dean by the bowels; Dean snarls, Sam is paralyzed; see Dean, who growls and screams DEAN, Alastair, screams "Come out, or I will kill them in seconds". Shout "All right" way to him, "I'm here. Don't hurt them, release them, please" Alastair releases them.

Alastair to me; "You know what you gotta do, right?" I look at the floor nervously, in tears, Bobby at my side, I feel the cold, he whispers in my ear, "I'm here by your side" Sam and Dean Uncertainty, look at me, I look at them with fear.  Bobby is revealed.

"Hi! Hunter of the Seven Seas" Alastair says to Bobby, who all look at each other and ask themselves with who the hell he was talking to? Alastair looks at us and says "It sound to you the name of Bobby, he's here, I think to help" To Bobby "You know you can't Bobby, you're one of the souls I seek." Bobby responds, "Never! You'll have me, damn spawn of hell." "Hahahaha, Alastair laughs sarcastically, "We'll see old wretch"

Sam and Dean are surprised; grab their weapons on the sly, when continuing to use them; Alastair snatches weapons from the hands, Alastair throws them against the wall; them on the floor, trying to get up, while I grabbed a paperweight very carefully; I approached him slowly, Alastair grabs me by the neck, loose the paperweight, and he squeezed me hard, I feel airless; Bobby with fury, shouting (NO), puts his hand through the heart of Alastair, while saying a spell. Alastair screams in despair saying, "Do what I told you, you damn woman or I'll shattered you, when I return for my reapers" screams as disappearing. Dean and Sam help me up.

Bobby in front of us, telling us "Idjits" smiling,  Dean calls Bobby  "I wanna see you old man, I miss you so" Bobby says with tears in his eyes "I miss you too" Sam is about to Dean, I do the same. I ask Bobby "if it was you who grabbed me strong," he answers "yes, it was me" and I could not hear him.

Suddenly before us a huge white light illuminated Bobby; us astonished and with tears in our eyes together said, "Bobby" "He looks at us with enthusiasm, all we get closer to him, giving him a huge hug.

Bobby slowly fades, disappears, leaving us embrace, we react, we parted.

Dean looks at me, explodes on the question "What the fuck Alastair wants you to do? Sam and I stared, Sam says "speak!, We are waiting" I reply and explain everything, they exchange glances, Dean with his hand on Sam's shoulder says, "You know, we have another work, save her ass, and send Alastair, back to hell". Sam, nodding smiles.

We all laughed! For quite a long time!  Until next time......

Breaking The Wall

Today I had a close encounter, with a ruthlessness that lurks me constantly, and does not let me alone.

His big eyes frightened, his lovely face, mesmerizing, his voice thick, penetrating. I told him to stay away from me, leave me in peace, but he followed me for all parties. I know what felt, Sam. 

"If I refer to Lucifer. He said; "let me in" I said; "never."

His impatience, irritated him, to the point that he grabbed me with his hands, threw me against the wall. He asked me again while I was getting up, I looked at him aggressively and yell, "NO".

He approached, ran his hand on my face, grabbed my chin, and looking into my eyes, laughed, and told me; "you will say yes, very soon". He let me go and disappeared.

I ran into the bathroom, washed my face, I jumped into my bed, I cried until I got tired. 

"A thousand times I asked God why? A thousand times I received no answer."

How sure he is that I will fall into his arms? Anyway! Where are my heroes Sam and Dean when I need them most? 

 "How to save myself?  From falling over the precipice of hell into a "YES"; when my inner, scream and wish for a "NO" answer. 

 

These questions, unanswered, of a truth that lies ahead.

Lucifer is my sin. Where is my salvation?

The day passed quickly, and the night came unexpectedly, I landed on my bed, I fell asleep very deep that in a blink of an eyes, he was there in my dreams, waiting very quiet. I heard dogs far away, For me, he sent the hellhounds, as a threat to get my answer. I cried desperately to a loophole end.

Lucifer before me, her hands outstretched, hoping I would say the big "yes". I responded, nodding a thousand times "NO". He stares at me knowing that I will say "YES". So he was there waiting. 

"OH! SAM! what destiny of yours. I'm here suffering the same thing".  

I can't wake up from my nightmare. He won't let me; it breaks the wall of my soul. He stopped. He awaits very calm.

What do I do? if I haven't at my side the brothers, let alone the angel Castiel. My fate is uncertain, as my strength fades to say "NO". I'm sick of suffering. 

"The quarrel of a yesterday, who returns today, seeking of what is lost, I run through the dark night of this dream without end". In front of me again Lucifer".

I gave up! Here I am, my answer is "YES".

Lucifer replied "Can't hear you, speaks louder"

I said "Stop pushing, okay! I said, "YES".

He with his passive face and his smile very sarcastic, grabs my hand, squeezed it hard and he gave me a kiss on the cheek and he said; 

"I knew you would be mine; is just a matter of time" 

I gave a look of hatred.  He smiled. Then, we fade away.  OH! poor me, I have broken the wall, I surrendered to him, if I regret or not. I'll never know.

A Long Road With The Unforgettable!

In the journey of my experiences “runs stories” with a mixture of science fiction involved. Days passed, after having gone through the bitterness of the experience with DEATH. At my door; unexpectedly touched; Sheriff Mills. 

I never thought would have her before me. When I open the door; with her little bow short and slightly smiling. "She asked why you create scandal in the streets". Me! Creating buzz; for allegedly seen; in front of me; DEATH. How, you wondering why? You travel the world to stalk the evildoers, hunting entities, outside the credible by humans. She invites me to a long walk. I accept (Of course, you never would deny an unforgettable ride with Sheriff Mills).

On the way; she speaks to me technically, what I thought I had seen. I was very emphatic in saying, "going for a walk with you, is as close to reality when it comes to Supernatural."

She marked her territory like; RUGARU in a night of fresh meat. I was the dam, the blood which would run the place, if I have to disrupt your day's journey. To my surprise, we stopped at a restaurant, on entering the place, were sitting, SAM and DEAN. Obviously Dean was eating, "Full belly, and happy heart." (He had his Apple pie, very good placed on the table).

I sat down! Sorry we sat down. They begin to explain his theory, "Welcome Mr. Death." I told them they were wasting their time I knew who death was and why he was looking for me, like a cat with a mouse loose. She Mills, looked at me with sadness but also wanting to kill me. She whispered in my ear. (Stupid) and I said, Thanks for the compliment).

That evening with them was the worst. I did not know whether to get up to leave, or stay watching, as little by little wordy shattered me. Crowley arrives at the table, very well dressed. He sits down uninvited. He greets me as great friends (NO). Begins to babble, their claims; as governor of the nights. Those extremely annoying, Sheriff Mills with her hand on the gun, and I, petrified as dummy, stained glass.

His claims drew me, a part of me wanted to go with him, on the other to stay and try to live as I could "living la vida loca". Besides wanting my soul; wanted my whole being; to possess, and to be; his faithful bitch. SAM and DEAN their looks to Crowley were shocking. (The Apple pie is cooled, it was stone) Even so! DEAN takes it to his mouth.

Crowley held out his hand to me. They looked at me and accentuated with the head (NO), the Sheriff Mills turns to say "if you sell your soul to Crowley, you are able to sell the soul of your mother." His words sank deep into me. I told him (NO) but also shouted (YES). I wanted to go with him to hell was my challenge. Enter that world where survival of the crafty, exceeds the greater fool.

Ultimately, I did not leave, SAM and DEAN, lived for the first time "A day without hunting." The Sheriff Mills was opened to me and let me know that my decision was the most sensible. Told me about her day, "Dead Men do not Wear Plaid" "Where the dead are rising from the grave but instead of attacking humans, they are happily Reuniting with Their Families." She told me about her time with her son and what it meant to have him back without going to the point where; Once the Dead start turning evil alive, the boys "Save the Day" Helps on, and hunting Them.

SAM helped her with her ​​son. She tearfully told the story. She was a bit quiet, showed the passive face of a woman comedy (CAREY) where laughter was expressing the helplessness of a story (Mills) sadly lived.

Left alone; in the house in the room; sitting very quiet, with a glass of wine in hand, Crowley. He stood up and just said "Shall we go," Fixed his overcoat, he poured me a glass of wine, I took it, drank, didn't need "the price of a kiss" because when I drink the cup, leaped in the arms of hell. Crowley laughed, laughed, and his laughter was heard so far. SAM and DEAN listened. 

Dean only say moody, "Son of a Bitch".

You remember me

Why another day begins and when I open the door to see the world very happy; before me; an older man dressed in black with a pointed nose, was Death that came to visit me. It was not a unique visit, the kind, "In which you sit to have coffee and spend super well."
 He wasn't visit, it was Hello, is Death, no one wants that, that thing visit anyone. The point is that he just invited himself into my home, my sacred house. Once entered, went to the fridge, took out a piece of cold pizza and a soda and sat in the room, as master of the house. I asked why? He was at my house, he answered me very peaceful, tasting the pizza "No one can cheat death," I stay in one piece, don't know what to say. He wipes his mouth, stands up from sofa, and approaches me.
I got up, ran behind the sofa, he approached;

- I have no hurry, your Bobby is not here, let alone, the brothers Winchester; no body can't rescue you.

I went outside the house, ran and ran without stopping. I wondered what he wanted from me, I knew the time had come or just wanted to take me with him. Shout, Bobby several times, I wanted to be his idjit again, but it was useless. I ran down the road, without stopping, I heard the voice of Death almost whispering in my ear. Inconsolable crying, I couldn't believe what was happening.
Suddenly before me, a car stops leaving traces of tires on the road, in front of me, My hands touched the bonnet of the car, I could barely breathe, was exhausted from running. Of the car come out two handsome boys, amazing were the Winchester brothers, Sam and Dean. Dean was moody;

- How you run on the road like this?
- I'm sorry your friend is chasing me
- Who?
- Death
- What!

He stared to his brother dumbfounded by what I had said. I fell on the floor. Sam comes to me;

- You, you said, Death?
- He told me that no one could escape from him, nobody could.
In front of us, Death was different, picking his teeth with a toothpick. He welcomed the brothers, as if they were big friends. It was disgusting to see him.

Finally I got up from the ground, and I faced him(nervous) obviously, Dean saw how nervous I was, he didn't want me to faced him, he said flatly, "If you can't stand the heat, get out of the kitchen "what I mean is," Yes, out of the way. "Sure! As if I was a little girl.
Sam approached me and whispered in my ear: "Go to the car." I looked at him saying, why? He had this unique face, not of "I lost my shoe" with their eyes open. I retreated and leave them as heroes of my day.
Sam and Dean approach to Death;

- What is it, Death? Why do you chase her? Death replies;
-Not of your business, "Slowly I go because I'm in a hurry." no one can cheat death, as you did once, remember Dean.
-No, I don't remember "A foolish words, deaf ears"

Death smiled sarcastically. He moved away, the brothers stop him. Death elevates them, but not before warning them "Everybody gets their moment of glory." He released them and they fall to the ground in pain. Death fades away, I went out of the car in a hurry, I approach them.  And ask them how they felt.
Sam replied, while grunting;
- Why do you do stupid questions?
- I thought, you're the one who makes stupid questions;

Sam gave me a look of "I want to kill you" and Dean was laughing but once grunting, when Sam looks at Dean, Dean sees Sam, stop laughing, but not before saying, "The Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery. . "

Sam looked at him shaking his head "I'll kill you" Dean Smiles again, as they both rose from the ground. I thanked, because Death was gone. And I explained that Bobby had saved me, and from whom he had saved me, it is then that they understood, because Death, so eagerly sought me. I don't want to die.

Sam and Dean they went away, but not before leaving me the number where I could get them. They didn't do much, but being there with me was enough.
 My heroes of the day!

I know that Death would come back again, and his desire to have me, were not going to stop him. So while I can, he can do what he wants but I will not be part of his side. Because "Dead men have no friends"